Decisions

Don’t shit where you eat they said

What the fuck does that even mean?

We already do shit where we eat

At our damn house

I let all caution hit the wind

WEEEEEEEEEE!

I scream

Running full speed down the familiar hill

Slow down Amanda, slow down

Tell me what to do, I’ll do the opposite

Where did this trait come from?

Where is this defiance originating?

And this time I listen

I hear her, loud and clear

Am I going to listen, take her advice?

If I want to grow, yes.

For it would be boring to repeat the same mistake over and over again

I would always know the outcome

I would fill that familiar script

It’s tempting

I love this feeling

I am a kid again

Curious

Very curious about another

How does he work?

And I am an adult

I have been through lessons and I saw them clearly

It took learning it repeated times

And I saw

My eyes are open

My ears are burning

Waiting, listening

Yes, I function from feeling

And maybe I should integrate my other abilities

So I have a choice

Keep running as fast as I can, for I know all of the twists and turns

Or slow down and smell the wild flowers and explore the road less traveled

Decisions, Decisions