coming back

It's funny
when we get away
from ourselves

When we
"change"
for others
and the wildness
is contained

Don't fool yourself
it will come out
it can break through
that glass case
you so
neatly placed it in

And when it does
make way

She will
come out
on fire
louder
than ever
cursing up a storm
"WHY THE FUCK
DID YOU DITCH ME?!
You will
never 
get rid of me!"


And you will
remember
the fire
the wildness
the freedom
the fearlessness
the impulsivity
the spontaneity

and you will welcome her
home

God damn you missed her.