Wednesday, November 18, 2015

sensitive

To all you sensitive people out there~

I feel you
I know you understand this
because you feel me too

We crave interaction like we crave solitude
we need it
but only a certain amount

I understand you
The feeling when you walk into a room and you are hit by a wall of emotion
"How can I help you?" you think
and those of you who are well versed,
you ask.

The mood needs to improve
you are drowning in something
it doesn't belong to you

You would rather make tension dissipate
than breathe another breath
it is poison

You can't help but love those you meet
You feel for them
quite literally

You want to show others love
not the shallow namaste shit we hear in our vinyasa classes
but the love you have experienced
time and time again

You know
The love you give, you also receive

You don't shy away from people
who think they are unlovable
you feel empathy
and give what you can
without getting sucked in

Boundaries are like unicorns to us
Do they exist
maybe
if they are there
we don't see them

Sensitivity is a
double edged sword
my darling

We have the choice to use it as a
  tool
or have others use it against us as a
  weapon

We get to make the choice

It isn't always easy
No
it's rarely easy

We will make the painful choice
a few times
and hurt so deeply
it may just consume us

and just like that
we bounce back
quickly

That's the beauty of sensitivity
we feel deeply 
yes
the hurt
hurts
but the sweetness
the joy
the love
It is all worth it









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